Writer's Digest, April PAD challenge day 4 topic is departure. When I read this word, first feeling came in my mind was the grief I felt after the departure of my Sadgurudev H. H. Shri Narayankaka Maharaj. I thought not to write a sad topic. When I started writing, I am surprised to see my positive feelings...
you are everywhere
your immortal thoughts are always with me...
bye bye dear Grief...
we can't no longer be together...
now eternal has taken your place
in my heart...
realized the oneness
realized the advaita...
realized Gurutattva is everywhere...
bye bye dear Grief...
bye forever..
bye dear grief forever..
your departure
made me an orphan
dear Sadgurudev!
I was
depressed
lost my
words
lost my
feelings…
lost hope
cried
why I have this life, now!
felt aimless
and
today…...
writing this
poem…
leaving that
grief behind forever…
Sadguru never
leaves the disciple..
you are
always guiding me
you are always with meyou are everywhere
your immortal thoughts are always with me...
bye bye dear Grief...
we can't no longer be together...
now eternal has taken your place
in my heart...
realized the oneness
realized the advaita...
realized Gurutattva is everywhere...
bye bye dear Grief...
bye forever..
bye dear grief forever..
Gurudev left
this world in 2012. I could neither forget the grief of his departure nor could
express it properly. I tried so many
times to write something about it, but I couldn’t.
Today, by writing
this poem..I am just happily saying, bye grief…Good Bye. You do not need to be
with me anymore. I am happy realizing the Nirakar- Sarvvyapi Swaroop of my
Gurudev.
Nirakar means having no shape. Sarvavyapi means Gurutattva is everywhere in every form, in air, sky, in humans, animals...everywhere.